20 years

it is 20 years already..

ap yg aku dh capai slame 20 tahun ni???

ap kebahagiaan yg aku dh kecap slama tempoh 20 tahun ni???

BLANK!!!!

EMPTY!!!

NOTHING!!!

I dont feel good at all..

sedih, sakit hati, sunyi..

nobody cares

nobody listens

only ME!!!

alone in this big family..

brothers n sisters have their own life..

parents are tired of raising their youngest daughter..

i dont have friend..

i dont have beau too..

only mumu left..

day and night..

i'm a prisoner of my home..

i lost my childhood..

now my teenage life seems far far away..

i dont have any happy moment in my life..

i'm sick of this life..

should i try again?

who cares anyway..

tp aku tau ak xnk ulang itu lg..

tp xde org kisah..

ade bros ade sis tp ade ke yg nk spend mse??

sume busy..

ad life sndri..

n time dorg study x susah..

ble time aku je ssh..

hutang bertimbun2..

br bt dip..org laen dh dgree..

ak still remember, sis dlu pg balik kl-trganu dgn flight..

sronoknye die..

dan die kte ble aku study nti aku pn blh naik flight..

tp tgk la, ade ke aku naik flight????

nk ble tket bus pn ssh...

dan die blaja dlu parents tanggung tp aku???

PTPTN sepenuhnye..

BAGUSNYE jd anak bongsu...

dan skg org laen dh keje, ad life sndri..

n tgh sbuk nk mencri calon..

sngnye life org laen...

ble call blh plak cite mcm2 yg menarik..

sdgkn aku kt umh menjeruk rase..

jd penjaga rumah yg setia..

dan hancurnye hati ble parents sndri kte dorg dh tired nk membesarkn ank2..

time for grandchildren plak..

ap yg parents salu sebut msti la ank2 ksygn dorg..

SRONOKNYE hidup =)

i agree with trisy..

PARENTS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE BABIES IF THEY ARE NOT TO LOVE THEM!!!

selesai membaca rooftop rant

at last, dh brjaya slesaikn pembacaan rooftop rant..
novel karya hlovate yg dh lame aku tnggu utk dbukukan..
skg menanti versus plak, yg aku sndri pn x tau ble nk d publish..

rooftop rant =)
aku suke cite ni, menarik..
tp agk hmpa jgk sbb bab trisy jumpe blik dgn jade sikit je, pastu dh d end..
mcm nk tau byk lg je kisah dorg..
tp btolkn, bkn penulis blh puaskn hati sume pembaca..
ap2 pn aku sgt minat dgn karya hlovate..

aku akn mnanti dgn setia karya seterusnya dr hlovate, i hope it is versus =)
nice story