am i doing well???

salam

tired!!! tired!!! tired!!!

i really am!!!

what makes me tired :

-people around me
-messy home
-all those complicated subjects
-financial problem
-class schedule

people around me

suke pergunakan aku..

mcm2 kerenah, aku penat..

penat mental dan fizikal..

balik umah sndri pn mcm ni, duk umah sewa pn mcm ni..

mne lg la aku nk pergi..

aku penat sangat2

knp aku je yg salu kne jge org???

do others ever think about me??? my feeling???

even mak think i'm fine..

20 years of suffering, how many years more to go???

i dont know..

aku pn x fhm la knp org2 yg dh besar ni suke sepah2kn umah???

aku penat..

aku serabut..

xtahan nk tgk sume tu..

Ya ALLAH

begitu sekali kesabaranku di uji..

xde sape nk fhm aku..

knp yer??

i wish, i am getting married soon..

to d person tht will take a good care of me..

or else it is better not to get married..

i'm tired..

i need someone to hear me..

i need someone to console me..

someone who can always be by my side

someone that can make me smile

and someone that can make me forget my yesterdays..

I want to feel the hapiness..here and hereafter..

INSYA-ALLAH