THROUGH THE TREES

THROUGH THE TREES

this song is dedicated to my true friends..

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best friend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIng over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'ms till here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.

unwind+solace+balm

dont feel like writing

INDIAN CUISINE


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6-4-20

salam..

it is just another usual day at 6-4-20..

nothing special, just spending my day with mumu..

sleep sleep sleep..

lots of work keep waiting for me to be settled..

still, i don't get the right mood to done it..

i'm a lazy person, 100% accurate..

never change..

that is for sure..

something is missing...

it does not feel right..

keep on blaming myself for what had happened..

keep thinking nothing is good..

nothing seems right..

it is really something..

something that is never come back..

it is leaving..

never turn back..

i'm regretting it..

precious moments



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moodswingsnotsogood

salam..

i'm just finished watching Sivaji The Boss movie..

it is not a new released Tamil movie, but yet i could not find the right time and mood to watch it..

hurmmm...

such a great movie, just like Slumdog Millionaire, these movies show the real things happen in the country named INDIA..

reality bites..

bribery+poverty

poor them..

Thank God for allowing me be a MALAYSIAN =)

ALHAMDULILLAH..


ermm..

i got a bad news...

my English is not improving, it is not getting better..

how i miss my old times at AL-MANAR's English class..

how i miss Pak Cik being my English teacher..

Alas..

years have leave us..

i'm no longer an AL-MANAR student..

miss all those touching moments..

Thanks a lot Pak Cik for being my teacher..

you are always be, as i learned from far just by reading your blog post..

still don't have guts to meet you, i am really sorry..

Pak Cik words that i will never forget:

Pak Cik only asks for what is good for us not for what we want.
HE knows better..He knows what is the best for us..
so just pray and ask for the best..

" dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya. " (Al-Baqarah : 216)







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i'm going home

salam ramadhan...

alhamdulillah..

everything is still under control..

everything happen with HIS will..

mak is sick..

she has been sick since one day before ramadhan..

she is getting weaker..

vomit most of the time..

mak was very tired, i believe

too many problems to be solved..

with haziq is still being warded, almost 2 months now..

and kak long has to take care of him in ward..

and the rest, housecores, the three ninjas and relative who always pay a visit to our home,

everything is on mak and abah..

they are 63 already..

i am always hoping that they will get enough rest and vacation when they are retired but it turns 180 degrees..

what a life..

but i still believe, everything happen for a reason..

"Patutkah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata: 'kami beriman', sedang mereka tidak diuji?" (al-Ankabut: 2)

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Petua Elakkan Perut Buncit

1. Lengkapkan hidangan harian dengan sekurang-kurangnya semangkuk buah-buahan. Vitamin yang terkandung dalam buahan segar bukan saja baik untuk kulit malah mengandungi fiber untuk melancarkan sistem perkumuhan.
2. Minum banyak air kerana air tidak mengandungi kalori tapi bersifat mengenyangkan dan melancarkan sistem metabolisme tubuh.
3. Hindari minuman beralkohol. Ia mungkin tidak mengandungi lemak namun mempunyai kandungan kalori yang tinggi. Minuman beralkohol juga menyebabkan peningkatan pengeluaran hormon kortisol menyebabkan perut bahagian bawah menjadi buncit.
4. Amalkan cara duduk tegak kerana apabila duduk dalam keadaan membongkok, perut bahagian bawah akan kelihatan lebih besar. Untuk melatih otot sentiasa kencang, amalkan mengemut otot perut ketika sedang duduk. Kemudian tarik bahu ke belakang dan dagu ke atas. Sandarkan punggung bawah dekat pada penyandar kerusi. Amalan ini membantu membaiki postur badan anda.
5. Lakukan semua kerja rumah sendiri seperti membersihkan rumah, mengemas kamar tidur atau ketika menonton televisyen, anda boleh melakukan aktiviti mengangkat beban. Ia bukan saja dapat membakar 350 kalori sejam tapi turut membakar lemak yang berkumpul pada perut anda.
6. Lakukan senaman latih tubi di rumah ketika mempunyai waktu terluang. Caranya sangat mudah sama ada ketika atau sebelum tidur. Cukup sekadar 10 hingga 15 kiraan setiap hari.
   

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d satu waktu

this pic was taken while waiting for the Law class to be started..

yet, the real view was really picturesque..

this one is not so clear..


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saya rindu abah

salam..

saya rindu abah..

rindu nk jd ank kecil..

sbb mase kecik2 dlu, tiap2 bulan abah akan beli aiskrim jagung Wall's

dgn cone skali..

yummy yummy..

smpai sekarang, saya hanya mkn aiskrim jagung Wall's, not other brands.

tp skg tibe2 aiskrim jagung Wall's lenyap balik..

rindu nk mkn.. huhuhu

me and abah???

how to explain it...hurm

sy rindu abah





unwind+solace+balm

counting days

salam =)

i went to the MUET preparation workshop this morning..
at first, i did not feel like attending the workshop..
i thought it would be same like other boring session..
but i was absolutely WRONG!!!
it was worth for being in those sessions =)
know something new..
apart from four sections (reading, writing, listening and speaking) of MUET exam, i found out that the listening part is the 'killing' one..
i really am not good in hearing..
aigoo aigoo..
i hope kak jaja will help me after this..
MUET is not so difficult and it is not easy as well..
need lot of practice..
WAKE UP fadzi!!!
do not be so lazy.
mak will be very mad at you, if you do not give your best.

am i doing well???

salam

tired!!! tired!!! tired!!!

i really am!!!

what makes me tired :

-people around me
-messy home
-all those complicated subjects
-financial problem
-class schedule

people around me

suke pergunakan aku..

mcm2 kerenah, aku penat..

penat mental dan fizikal..

balik umah sndri pn mcm ni, duk umah sewa pn mcm ni..

mne lg la aku nk pergi..

aku penat sangat2

knp aku je yg salu kne jge org???

do others ever think about me??? my feeling???

even mak think i'm fine..

20 years of suffering, how many years more to go???

i dont know..

aku pn x fhm la knp org2 yg dh besar ni suke sepah2kn umah???

aku penat..

aku serabut..

xtahan nk tgk sume tu..

Ya ALLAH

begitu sekali kesabaranku di uji..

xde sape nk fhm aku..

knp yer??

i wish, i am getting married soon..

to d person tht will take a good care of me..

or else it is better not to get married..

i'm tired..

i need someone to hear me..

i need someone to console me..

someone who can always be by my side

someone that can make me smile

and someone that can make me forget my yesterdays..

I want to feel the hapiness..here and hereafter..

INSYA-ALLAH

the time is running out..

Salam to the readers..

beberapa hari yg lepas, saya 'berbicara' dengan sahabat yg teramat istimewa buat diri ini..

kami berbual mengenai pelbagai isu..

antaranya, saya ada menyuarakan kebimbangan dan kerisauan diri ini mengenai masa depan..

kataku pada dia, saya pening sekali memikirkan masa depan yang seakan kelam..

responnya betul betul membuatkan aku tersentak, lantas terus bermuhasabah diri..

dia berkata: saya lebih risau dan bimbang tentang berapa banyak masa lagikah yang kita ada untuk hidup dan beramal di muka bumi ALLAH s.w.t. ini..

katanya lagi: saya sangat takut.. di alam sana nanti kita akan di soal habis habisan dengan setiap setik yang berlalu dan setiap apa yang telah kita lakukan..

aku tersentak, jiwa ini seakan terus terjaga dari lena yang panjang..

apa amal yang telah aku buat selama 20 tahun aku bernafas di bumi ALLAH ini??

aku selidik balik, cuba mengingati.. rasa-rasanya hampir tiada..

aku ingin berubah, sangat sangat inginkan perubahan..

perubahan 'dalaman'...

aku ingin berubah menjadi orang yang baik..

yang punya ilmu, beriman dan beramal..

tak ingin mensia-siakan masa yang ada lg..

Insya-ALLAH..

'' Demi masa! Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian. Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran dan berpesan-pesan dengan sabar.'' Al-'Asr 1-3

terima kasih sahabat..

terima kasih kerana mengingatkan diri yang lalai ini..

aku akan cuba..

Moga ALLAH S.W.T. memberkati..amin

when the four of us met...aigooo aigooo

it was on d June 3rd..
me, ayunie, elya and suraina are the best friends since form 1..
many years had been gone through together..
lots of laughter and tears..
we met as being planned..
Alhamdulillah..everything happen under HIS will..
after 3 years of not gathered, at last we had a gathering at d beach..
in such a beautiful evening..
it was elya's birthday too..

such a great time for me..
there were lots to be shared with each other..
update, update and update..suraina ayunie and elya..
i kept listening to their stories..
and i shared some..
of course i did not have much to say..

as time passing by, we all have changed..
mentally and physically..and of course maturity..
after 3 years of not gathering together..
suraina became more taller but yet prettier..sweet je tgk..
ayunie became more mature and happier..bagus sngguh..
elya became slimmer and more prettier..congrats dh kurus..
and me, is still d same, still d shortest and d fattest..
gain a few kilos...
though we are changed but still we are comfortable with each other..
and still we were having tonnes of laughter..hihihi


lots of stories, but still the time we had was not enough..
about 2 hours of meeting, we had to return home..
it was going to rain..

i hope our friendship may last forever..
lets pray for our happiness here and hereafter..
May ALLAH S.W.T. bless our life..ameen

i am still hoping that we can meet and gather again in d upcoming months..
INSYA-ALLAH..
the four of us still together..
THANK YOU ALLAH FOR ALLOWING US HAVING SUCH A WONDERFUL FEELING AMONG OURSELVES..
I LOVE YOU ALL, MY DEAR FRIENDS..
GOOD LUCK IN YOUR LIFE =)

how i miss those precious moments..

july is coming

salam...
i am at kak jaja's home..
pokok sena again.
only have several days for having fun..

hurrmmm...
but it still does not feel right..
i'm thinking of my youngest nephew, the 3 months old haziq..
he has being warded since 3rd June..
and now is in ICU ward, HSNZ..

I can't visit him anymore..
about two weeks to the my upcoming semester..
study again,oooh what a life..
feeling fatigue, yet i still have to complete this diploma..

thinking about my future really make me stress!!!
OMG..life is not easy..
i'm 20 years old..
lots of things to achieve..
my dream is to get eternal happiness, here and here after..
May ALLAH S.W.T. bless my life..ameen

July is coming soon...
new semester will be started in about two weeks..
i have prepare nothing..
just doing the house cores..

new semester, new chapter of life and a new me..
i wish i will be a better person..
stop playing around and focus in my study..

EVERYTHING HAPPEN UNDER HIS WILL..
MAY ALLAH S.W.T. BLESS US...ameen

Terengganu makin menjauh

akhirnye practicum ak dh hbs 12 april yg lalu..
hahaha...lawaknye ayat aku..
awkward ble tulis dlm bhasa melayu bersurat..
sudah lme ku x menulis karangan..
jd ari ni aku nk menulis sesuke hati..
ap yg terluah aku akn tulis..

4 bulan ak practicum kt Ri-Yaz Heritage Resort & Spa...
byk kenangan,manis pahit..mcm2 la..
tp aku agk kagum jgk la selama tempoh tu aku x pnh menangis sbb keje..
aku cme nangis mse last day, itu pn sbb sdih nk tnggalkn tmpt tu..

4 bulan tu jgk aku menetap di umah tercinta,umah warna oren..
mcm2 bnda brlaku dlm tempoh tu..
ap yg aku pasti,aku x gembira lg d umah itu..
ntah la,aku rse keseorgan..
wlpn mak abah ade..
tp aku xde life..
aku sdih n sdih lg..
jd aku bt kptsn xnk sdih2 lg..
xnk jd aku yg dulu..
aku kne brubah..
ksian mumu asyk tgk aku sdih..

hbs je practicum, aku trus pg kdah..
umh kak jajan..
ak x tau knp,kedah seakan tmpt persembunyian bg driku..
huhuhu..
ak nk lupe cite2 lme d trganu..
nk lupe episod2 duka d trganu,negeri kelahiranku..

hati mak abah pasti trluka dgn sikap ak yg menjauh dri ni..
aku xtau knp hati ni terasa walang..
aku sdih d trganu,ak x pnye teman akrab lg,yg blh aku brcrita semahu aku..
aku xpnye tmpt utk mengadu lg...
aku terasa kehilangan..

saat ini, d negeri kedah, aku mahu mencari kembali diriku yg hilang..
atau mungkin mencari diriku yg lain..berubah kpd ug lebih baik..insyallah..

knp kedah???
aku jge xfhm..
aku mkin ske tgk bendang berbanding pantai..
terengganu makin menjauh..

aku hanye rindukn abah mak

HOW DOES IT FEEL???

How does it feel???

How does it feel to be the youngest in your family??

How does it feel when everyone is already grown up but you still like that??

How does it feel when you are nothing to your parents??

You only mean to them when:

- there is fruit that you need to peel and cut of

- there is fish or chicken that you need to clean

- there is no one to look after the house when they are not around

- there are clothes and trousers that need to be ironed

How does it feel when you have to listen to their story on how good your brothers and sisters are???

And everything you done were nothing to them??

How does it feel when you have no friend to share laughter and cry??

How does it feel to lock yourself in your room all day long without nothing to do except sleeping??

How does it feel when your sisters call you and tell you that they had such a great and enjoying time with their friends????

How does it feel when you are talking to your sister and she is not willing to listen??

How does it feel when you have to live in rush everyday???

How does it feel when you are not allowed to go out??

How does it feel while working your colleagues tell you that they had such a great dinner with their family at a new restaurant and you never had dinner with your family at restaurant?? How does it feel???

How does it feel when you have such a big sum of loan and you cannot further your study anymore because you don’t even have money to pay the loan that have already being used and how you are going to take a new loan???

How does it feel when you are the most stupid and dumb in your family??

How does it feel when you got a good result and your parents did not appreciate it and nobody gave present to you???

How does it feel when you have to buy a present to yourself to console yourself because others don’t care about you???

How does it feel to be surrounded by so many people but in reality they actually don’t exist???

How does it feel to lose one by one good friend of yours???

How does it feel when you don’t have an opportunity to meet a person that you think it might be your soul mate because you are not allowed to go out without your parents??

How does it feel to be alone in this world??

How does it feel when your friend share their stories of went shopping with their mum and you have nothing to tell them because you never went shopping with your mum except for buying fish and vegetables together????

How does it feel when your classmates telling you their vacation stories and you had nothing to tell them because you spend your holiday by sleeping, eating, and do the dishes??

How does it feel when others having their great time but you are lying alone in your bed crying???

How does it feel when you lose your childhood and your teenage hood is leaving you without you even have a chance to taste and feel the sweetness of being a teenager??

How does it feel when nobody listen??

How does it feel when nobody care because they already got what they want in their life??

How does it feel when nobody understand you??

How does it feel to suffer for twelve years??

How does it feel when Eid means nothing to you anymore??

It is better to die than to live if people treat you like you are a robot.

Heartless and meaningless.

of a new born and an old me

march 17,2009

0830

welcome to a new world to the fourth son's of kak long =)

baby boy again =)

he was born at 8.30am this morning, by a normal birth.

such a small baby but with a normal weight i think, 2.4kg..

these pics were taken after nine hours of his birth..

kulit sgt licin, ak sgt jeles..

kalaulah kulit aku selicin itu, bagusnye..

he has a big mole on his right leg..

ble dpt tau kak long dh deliver the baby, ak xrase ap2

tp ble pg tgk baby dkt wad td,

aku jd sedih T-T

ad ke peluang untuk aku jd ibu nanti??

soalan itu berlegar2 dlm kpala ak..

hurmm..

aku yg psycho..

skg ak tgh mood swing =(

feel bad, very very much

lonely,isolated,ignorance,unnoticeable

haru haru..

ak dh xok dgn inche gebu

mmg xpnh ok pn..

huhuhu..

cinta ini membunuhku

this song suits me perfectly

cinta ini membunuhku by D'Masiv

Kau membuat ku berantakan
Kau membuat ku tak karuan
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya
Kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

Bagaimana caranya untuk
Meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
Ku sadari ku tak sempurna
Ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
Cinta ini membunuhku

Bagaimana caranya untuk
Meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
Ku sadari ku tak sempurna
Ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

first time dgr lgu ni dr hp ahmad (trainee ptpl)

huhuhu....

sedih sgt..

it reminds me of someone =(

someone who tried to build a relationship wth me

but it was me who ruin that chance because of :

-i am not confident wth myself-
-i am not pretty-
-i do not have a bright mind-
-i am thick skull-
-i am not like the other normal girl-
-i am scared what if he can accept me as a fren-

and i still remember, we are so different

i told him,

we are so different, mcm langit dgn kerak bumi..

but why,

i have to feel this way,

mcm he is the one..

huhuhu..

mcm die la my soul mate

weird..

ap yg bt aku pk cmtu:

he knows how to comfort and console me..

give advice..

boost my spirit..

huhuhu...

tp mungkin la

this someone is not for me

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu,
dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu,
Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

MAY ALLAH S.W.T. BLESS OUR LIFE..AMIN..

20 years

it is 20 years already..

ap yg aku dh capai slame 20 tahun ni???

ap kebahagiaan yg aku dh kecap slama tempoh 20 tahun ni???

BLANK!!!!

EMPTY!!!

NOTHING!!!

I dont feel good at all..

sedih, sakit hati, sunyi..

nobody cares

nobody listens

only ME!!!

alone in this big family..

brothers n sisters have their own life..

parents are tired of raising their youngest daughter..

i dont have friend..

i dont have beau too..

only mumu left..

day and night..

i'm a prisoner of my home..

i lost my childhood..

now my teenage life seems far far away..

i dont have any happy moment in my life..

i'm sick of this life..

should i try again?

who cares anyway..

tp aku tau ak xnk ulang itu lg..

tp xde org kisah..

ade bros ade sis tp ade ke yg nk spend mse??

sume busy..

ad life sndri..

n time dorg study x susah..

ble time aku je ssh..

hutang bertimbun2..

br bt dip..org laen dh dgree..

ak still remember, sis dlu pg balik kl-trganu dgn flight..

sronoknye die..

dan die kte ble aku study nti aku pn blh naik flight..

tp tgk la, ade ke aku naik flight????

nk ble tket bus pn ssh...

dan die blaja dlu parents tanggung tp aku???

PTPTN sepenuhnye..

BAGUSNYE jd anak bongsu...

dan skg org laen dh keje, ad life sndri..

n tgh sbuk nk mencri calon..

sngnye life org laen...

ble call blh plak cite mcm2 yg menarik..

sdgkn aku kt umh menjeruk rase..

jd penjaga rumah yg setia..

dan hancurnye hati ble parents sndri kte dorg dh tired nk membesarkn ank2..

time for grandchildren plak..

ap yg parents salu sebut msti la ank2 ksygn dorg..

SRONOKNYE hidup =)

i agree with trisy..

PARENTS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE BABIES IF THEY ARE NOT TO LOVE THEM!!!

selesai membaca rooftop rant

at last, dh brjaya slesaikn pembacaan rooftop rant..
novel karya hlovate yg dh lame aku tnggu utk dbukukan..
skg menanti versus plak, yg aku sndri pn x tau ble nk d publish..

rooftop rant =)
aku suke cite ni, menarik..
tp agk hmpa jgk sbb bab trisy jumpe blik dgn jade sikit je, pastu dh d end..
mcm nk tau byk lg je kisah dorg..
tp btolkn, bkn penulis blh puaskn hati sume pembaca..
ap2 pn aku sgt minat dgn karya hlovate..

aku akn mnanti dgn setia karya seterusnya dr hlovate, i hope it is versus =)
nice story

new books

today,is my rest day.

mood xbp elok, xblh smbung tdo lps subuh, mak ajk pg bndr..

ak malas

nk tdo

nk rehat

letih sgt2

tp aku kne pg jgk, tpkse..

jd ble pg bndr, aku lps geram dgn bli mcm2 buku..

aku mmg xsyg duit, ble dgn buku..

aku ulat buku??

hahaha...

itu yg chef kimi kata

tp aku biasa2 aja..

tp ak ble bace sesuatu msti khusyuk, mendalami, menghayati..

agk psycho jgk la aku ni..

smpi umh dr bndr dlm kul 11.30..

aku ngtk..

mkn nasi pastu trtdo..

mmg ptt aku mkin gmukkkk..

trjge kul 1315..

bgn, mandi solat..

pastu ngtk lg, plan nk tdo..

ngtk tp x lena.

akhirnye, aku start bce novel..

tp ak agk hmpa sbb sehari hari cuti, aku xdpt tdo n rehat sepuasnye..

esk keje kul 7am-3pm..

kul 6.20am dh kne brtolak dr umh..

huhuhu..

kne bgn awl..

busan2 =(

dh byk hari x write something here..
penat, letih, sakit badan, sakit jiwa, sakit hati..sume ade..

yg bt aku jd miserable sgt ni adalah REPORT!!!!
dh ade aura kepale nk pecah..huhuhu..
knp aku pk sgt tntg ni??
aku pn heran..
org laen x pk sgt pn, tp ak msti nk jgk serabutkn otak..
aiyooo,sshnye ble jd dri aku..

kdg2 aku xnk jd dri aku..
nothing is good about me.

yg aku tau:

1.makan
2.tdo
3.bce novel
4.peluk mumu
5.berangan

yg pmpn laen tau tp aku x tau :

1.masak
2.menjahit
3.lipat baju
4.kemas umah
5.bersopan santun
6.lemah gemalai

aku ni seorang yg comot..
fussy but not a perfectionist..

i'm a perfectionist in my own way..

aku x suke tgk mnde tu sume same, msti nk laen2..
sbb bg aku yg aneh2 itu,

menarik

unik

tersendiri

hurmmm..

ble la akak2 aku nk blik ni,busan busan..

Butterscotch dream

it was yesterday evening..

such a sunny evening, i had a dream..

i dont know why i was dreaming about the gardenia butterscotch bread.

hurrrmmm..

i drove alone to nabeel's shop to buy it, but it was already sold out..

i was really disappointed for not having a chance to eat it..

then i woke up..

it was a butterscotch dream..

till this moment i'm thinking of eat, the butterscotch bread..

to kak jaja n nae, i would like to tell you both that i've learned how to make the butterscotch sauce, the other trainee had a taste of it..
she said, it was yummy..

what to do, i always think about food..

they always visit me in my dream...

alas.. pity me..

they only come in my dream T-T

love love love

lots of love..

i wish i could have all these hearts..
so that i can love all the people that i would love to..
hehehe...































strawberry mousse =)

assalamualaikum..

this is my first time writing in a blog.
sorry for my language error, whether malay or english i am not good in both.
keep trying to improve my language..
i would like to write in malay and english language..
hahaha..

hurrmmm...
i decided to write about the journey of my life..
past,present and my planning for the future..
what i've gone through, what i've dont..
everything that i would like to share with the readers.
honestly, i really want to know what others think about me and how they will describe me if someone ask about a girl named fadzi..
to the readers, please feel free to write a comment on this blog =)
thank you =')